Okay my kitty gatos… I am sick and (you thought I was gonna say tired huh?)

:)

I have been dealing with the pain from hell in my shoulder/neck/arm and hand… 2 ER visits and they tell me I have arthritis in my neck and the second time they say “pinched nerve”… loads of percocets, vicodin and ibuprofen and none of it works… I honestly think I am damaging the liver trying to get some relief… they gave me a cocktail of morphine and other scary sounding drugs… that did not work.. only thing that helped was a heaping helping of dilauded. Then I went to the wound center and the stage 4 wound I have got worse somehow… SO… the doc held my hand and we talked about lap-band surgery… I am fat my kittens… I am in need of advice here. I usually handle the advice part of this ride but.. I am sorta having a bad spell. I am in need of some major overhauling and am sick and tired of this long ride I been on… like 7 years and I am worse off. I wanna be alive and live too… I been away from life way too long and now is the time for tough decisions.

I needed to make many appointments today and my phones went out.. my computer did too.. HP made me feel like a criminal when a product they made failed… and it was still in warranty but I was fighting illness so I had no fight left for them…. so I hate them now.. you should hate them with me… cause you love me… lets tell them to send Keeme a power supply and battery… or lets all just go to Apple.. they are really nice but expensive machines. I am still here my friends.. I am trying to stick around and meet with every one of you and sit play my guitar by the fire at the beach.. as we all sing oldies and laugh the night away.

Keeme